det lown

went down a deppressing route. inspired by the song "Let Down" by radiohead

why am i here?

no seriously

why cant i be in the sky

above and yet below all the clouds before me


to be














in a place but nowhere all at once



its a feeling



green, hanging,



sparkling and so free





















instead






floors collapsing


walls, keeping me trapped




im wasting those precious years backspacing yet searching for words that i dont care to say







but i know, i know so well.
what am i even searching for anyways?
if not words ive seen millions of times
collecting dust, waiting to be renewed,
spewing flames of hunger and the
ache to be nothing.






something but nothing.




potential of the universe


but lack of her own muscles .















words that don't even fulfil that deep tremble she has in her heart

staring at the universe,
made of red tendons, deep and fleshy


so small










but vital.