When you Don't Care

A failed suicide note

What do you do when you no longer care?
When your senses fail, and you're no longer aware?
If death seems welcome,and Life becomes tedious
It doesn't matter to you its fucking meaningless

nothing changes, its always the same
It's all become so fucking lame
I am unhappy, obviously its true
everything is colored in the shade of blue

This feeling follows me like a stray
it walks with me, and sucks life away
I've tried to shake it, but it clings like a lover
Now I've given it my best, tis up to another.

I don't know how much longer, I can play this out
This poem shall remain my unvoiced shout.