I SAT THERE AND CRIED

It's about being in pain not having any thoughts except for suicide.

I sat there on
That cold winter night.
I sat there and cried
Wishing that god will shine a
Light.

I sat there on that cold January
Night lost in my thoughts
Of suicide. I sat there and asked
God why, why couldn't the people who
Were suppose to love me see
That I was hurting?

I sat there on that cold night
As the whispers in my ear
Got louder.
Such nasty things were whispered
Into my ear.

The whispers told me that nobody
Cared. They also said that
No body would be there.

So I sat there on that cold winter
Night listening to the devil
Whisper in my ear telling
That my life didn't mean anything here.

So I sat there and cried as I took the
Pills. Hoping that god will
Have pitted on my soul.

I sat there and cried because
I knew that I didn't belong there.

I sat there and died on that cold January night
because I felt that no body was by my side.