broken

a poem to my ex boyfriend

All the tears I've cried over you
Weren't ever worth it
All the dreams I've had of us being together forever
Should have never been so wasted
All the time I spent missing you
Have been nothing but misuse of time
Of all the things I regret in this world
Giving you my trust is one of them
For all my heart has beat for you
It hurts so much more
For all the thoughts I have of you
I wish that I could die
Just a little bit sooner
Like tonight....
Somehow everything is collapsing now
Shut down and confused
How could you do this after you promised
You would never be unfaithful?
How could you do this to the one
Who loved you more than life itself?
Questions of how and why
YOu had to do this to me
I can't believe you'd hate me enough
To decieve me and betray me
I guess this is the last proof I need
That life was never worth living