Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier, simpler.--Friedrich Nietzsche. You might notice much of my writing is the shadow Nietzsche speaks of. i try to write as honestly as possible because i find it is the only medium where i can be honest with myself. you may read and use my words to analyze me, but i'm pretty sure that were you to meet me in person, you'll find you were wrong about me--i'm not really as morbid as i sometimes seem in my writing. :)