who is she?

A poem about a girl who feels that she is trapped between all the expectation of family.

Who is she ?

She don't know who she is anymore?
But whatever she is its not her , the real her trapped, so far away.
That the key to her freedom is lost and its not coming back.
She is trapped , trapped in a way that she doesn't even know how she got there.
Her wings? Are cutted off in pieces , her hopes? Are shattered , her voice? Is lost , her heart? Forget how to beat , her mind ? is not hers anymore.
It's like she is their physically but her mind is being controlled by the demons inside her , making her difficult to breath , to work , to speak , to think rationally .
She is lost , so lost that she forget to come back and now doesn't even know the way back .


The demons inside her head , the people she's surrounded by , the environment she's living in, is making her feel horrified , terrible , petrified .
Help!
Is all she's shouting , is all she wants but she's all alone and when she talks about it with someone , they pretend .
Pretend that they understand her , pretend that they know her, pretend that they know what it feels like to be trapped .
A lie! Everything they say is a lie .
The truth? Is that they have never felt what I have felt , they have never saw what I saw , they never hear what I hear , they don't know .
They don't know what is it like to be trapped , to never be able to dream , to never be able to follow your passion , to never be able to know what happiness feels like.
But she's trying . Trying to bring back her hopes , her happiness , she's fighting for herself.