I know this pain all too well and I know exactly how you feel. It is extremely difficult to put on a brave face when dealing with the handling the death of someone so close to yourself. Having to go through all of his belongings, deciding what to do with what, is not a task I would not wish on anyone. It is painful and seems to take forever. However, there are a lot of good memories in those belongings and it is those memories that are a person's immortality. So long as you remember him, he will live forever in your heart and soul.
We all need that little spark, that candle in the darkness to keep hope alive. As I had said, you are not alone. If you feel the need to talk. Just reach out.
One step at a time is all you can do. It has been seven years since my father passed away and we still have not moved all of his belongings anywhere. It's just too painful to do so. I and so many others know your pain all too well. Hang in there.
What can I say? Its a monday; Though my son did decide to get up with me. it was a welcomed change to getting my day started. Normally in the summer the first hours before I leave for work I am alone. So, this was a welcomed change.
My weekend for the most part was quite though I did have one fight with my son to get him to go do something with me. The funny thing was it was his idea to start out with. Oh, we did find a nice spot go take picnics at. A quiet spot in one of the neighborhoods that is part of a park but all we saw was a few birds and a pretty little pond.
Other than that my dear son ended the weekend with a stomach ache that was do to needing to go to the bathroom. That flared up into a full fledged headache. it lasted for a while after he took care of things but was going away by the time bed time came.
So though it sounds like a lot we did not do much.
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