I know this pain all too well and I know exactly how you feel. It is extremely difficult to put on a brave face when dealing with the handling the death of someone so close to yourself. Having to go through all of his belongings, deciding what to do with what, is not a task I would not wish on anyone. It is painful and seems to take forever. However, there are a lot of good memories in those belongings and it is those memories that are a person's immortality. So long as you remember him, he will live forever in your heart and soul.
We all need that little spark, that candle in the darkness to keep hope alive. As I had said, you are not alone. If you feel the need to talk. Just reach out.
One step at a time is all you can do. It has been seven years since my father passed away and we still have not moved all of his belongings anywhere. It's just too painful to do so. I and so many others know your pain all too well. Hang in there.
Well, I am not sure what type of angle is on my shoulder but here lately things are appearing to be changing. Out of nowhere my brother decided to let me use his rig for the next week while he is out of town with his lady. Who knows it might just be Karma smiling back at me for all i have done and keep doing for others. All I can say is I am grateful and know that at lest for two weekends I might be able to get out and do something instead of feeling the strain of staying inside away from the world.
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