Life in it's own way

Valentines day

Tomorrow it's valentinesday.. Now I'm not crazy about this day, I don't even like this day, but still, I have to admit that valentinesday would be more fun when you're not alone. When I grew up I remember being jealous at my sister for getting presents from her boyfriend, for them going out on a romantic dinner together, etc.
I'm not jealous anymore, I chose to be alone this year, I chose to break free.. But now that it's valentines day tomorrow, I don't know.. Not that I would want to spend it with Erik, not at all..
Ok, let's be honest here. It actually has nothing whatsoever to do with Vday, it has everything to do with Frank.. I want to be with him so bad, and I know I have to make a move, but I just don't how, I don't know what to do!!
That's what this is all about. And valentines day is just another day that reminds me of what I don't have, just like every other day..

"I'll ride the trail till the stars turn pale
And camp at the break of dawn
Nobody will know which way I'll go
They'll only know I'm gone."