My Right Patella Recovery

Optomist or Pessimist

I seem to have changed my attitude from optimist to pessimist after this last surgery. I am scared that things are not going to go right even after this last surgery. I am wearing a cast on my leg at the moment but that does not seem to matter.

What if the knee never heals...Whatthen? There is a lot to consider ande I'm afraid that my experience thus far taints my emotions and such. I try not to get down over this stuff but again it is hard.

I am hoping on Thursday my doctor does an x-ray that will let me know if the surgery has taken thus far. It is usually after the fourth week that the knee goes sour and it has only been two weeks as of this coming Friday.

Scared is the emotion I feel at the moment.