My Right Patella Recovery

Update !!!

My right knee cap is all but healed, at least, to the point where I can walk again. It was May 22nd when the cast was removed and the doctor gave me an almost clean bill of health the last time I saw him.

The only thing that hurts at the moment is my ankle. I am constantly in wonder if it will ever be able to take the weight again. I just want everything back to normal again. This is all hell, if you ask me.

My husband wants me back to normal and I want mysef back to normal. I hate this inconsistent pain that happens after I do things that I enjoy -- like being outside walking around the University half of the town. Remember, my town is very small and probably could be walked around in just one afternoon or less.

Life needs to be lived not sitting around the house, as I have done this first halk of the year. I need to get back to my 'normal' life and routines and walking is just one of them.

I would also like to stop the college student that cleans my house from coming as well. I love her too death but the cost just adds up out of our pocket. I would like to remain friends with her as I feel like I know her more and want to see her through the rest of her education.

I have already given my two weeks notice to my daughter's baby-sitter. I am really looking forward to getting her back fully into my care. I actually took care of her today because my baby-sitter took a day off to take her own son to the zoo.

Needless to say I want my life back. The one I had before the accident and all the hell I and my family have gone through these last 5 months or so.

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I am more myself in solitude.
For in solitude I am myself.
-(c)Melia Benjamin, August 2000

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