Monkeys

Again and Again

Here we go again.

Ever feel like you are spending all of your time doign one thing? Yeah- I do. Lately it's been apologizing.....and I really don't get why I am always doing it. Am I really that bad of a person that I have to apologize so many times? If all of these apologies are that necessary, well, then, I have a huge issue and I shouldn't be here. Yeah.

For the record, straight from Dictionary.com,

Apologize:
1.To make excuse for or regretful acknowledgment of a fault or offense.

2.To make a formal defense or justification in speech or writing.

Anyways, other than that, I miss my parents. I really do. There are some things that are happening in my life right now that I really need my mom....and I can't talk to ehr about it. My choice though I guess. Anyway.....Pray for my aunt Diane, who has confirmed Kidney Cancer, and possibly liver cancer. My aunt Gail is awaiting an appointment with a specialist to find out how severe her kidney failure is.

Thanks in advance.

Beckie