| Ok, so i don't know if i am just a freak and have serious mental problems, or I am pmsing, or this is what everyone goes through when they are my age. I feel like I am so far away from normal. I feel like my emotions are so out of wake and I can't seem to keep a health balance in my life. I really feel like I need to get away from everything for awhile. I am getting ready to go on a mini trip but I really feel like I need to do something on my own, just for a few days. Just me by myself so that I can just think. Then again, I think that the ...........AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. |