Little Girl, Don't Look So Blue

Disappear

The voices of angels call to me
And sometimes when I'm really upset
I wonder what would happen if I
Followed my friends and took the knife
In my shaking hands and made
Scars across my arms and ankles.
Would I cry if the house suddenly
Burned down around me? Would they
Cry if they found that I
Didn't make it outside? If I
Managed to get out of the window
And fell onto the ground, would they
Even notice that I was gone? Or
Would they go on with every day life?

Remember that time that I ran out
Of the house crying, with my
Cellphone clutched in my hand and
It was dark and raining and
I was gone for about an hour, but
Nobody even bothered to look for me
And nobody bothered to call me.
Did you even care that I was gone?

Maybe, maybe, maybe
I should just disappear because
All of the secrets that you don't
understand are bottled up inside and
They'll never get out.
I didn't let my guard down for
Anyone but you.

I am the girl with everything wrong
And a fake smile, real tears.
But maybe it'll all be better
If I just
Disappear