Nothing but gripes, other than that. Dhoc-li Llama came home sick from school today. Still driving me insane over the stupid science fair thing. Won't even deign to do the simplest thing that we suggest. And she royally pissed me off, earlier this evening. I was trying to get through my bellydance DVD, and it was new moves I hadn't seen before. She started laughing at me. Brought me back about 30 years . . . I've never ever ever been able to do anything physical in front of other people - I have a massive performance anxiety because I was teased mercilessly as a child in gym class. I just turned off the tv and left the room. I wanted to throw the damn DVD in the trash. I know it wouldn't help anything, so I resisted. But you can be damn sure I'm never doing the stupid thing when anyone is around, again! *sighs* I really did NOT need that . . . I just wanted this to be fun. Good exercise. Something I could play with, maybe be a little sexy with.
Tomorrow is Halloween and I don't think I could be any less enthusiastic about it. *sighs* I've gotta dig myself out from this hole . . .
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