My Journal

I am so depressed

I dislike my job. This is not what I want to do with the rest of my life. I am 31 years old and had about 100 jobs already. I am tired of switching jobs! Why can't I just find one job that I absolutely love? I want to work at the same job for 30+ years then retire.

I was off Monday due to Martin Luther King Jr Day. I called in "sick" on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday.

I dread going to work tomorrow! I should have been filling out applications while I was off.

I really want to get a better education, then become a professional writer. A work from home type of deal! Publish a novel or have a weekly column. Write blogs for a living. Go on assignment somewhere....be a sports writer....

OR get in the ministry. I want to be a youth minister.

I want to help people. I want to teach people. I want to train people. I want to speak in front of an audience. I want a job where I have to research. I want a job that is different everyday. I don't want a job that a robot or a monkey can do! I want a job that will challenge me! I want a job that meshes with my talents and personality.