Shellyville Continues

Be careful what you wish for!

Hello Sunshine,

Well I only have myself to blame. I couldn't speak my mind. I couldn't stand up for myself and I let guilt, fear, and panic rule my judgment.

I suppose in the end this is the kind of thing I needed. I needed to be forced to change. I can't let other people dictate my life. I have to have some power and control. I realize I don't have much but I can control how I feel and think.

The money will come. The self-respect is here. I have what my kids need, now I have to take care of me.

Please continue to love yourself. I know that I am depressed but he can't win. He can't pull my spirit down, only I can do that. I am more powerful and amazing then this!

Love,
Michelle