Shellyville Continues

Sunshine in my heart

Hello my sunny pals,

I have sunshine in my heart today. Well, I always have some kind of light shining but today it is real. I feel so blessed by life events. I don't want to be anything but happy. I want the peace in my soul to bubble up and make me proud of who I really am.

Once again I have deleted my dating profile. I just can't handle it. I am not made for on-line dating. I just can't do it. I really don't care now if I am alone. I don't care because I know I won't be. I will find him. He will find me.

I am on a journey. I am not ready for the trip to end. I want to keep finding out who I am and what I need in a partner. It's not really fair because for so many years I was content and happy with what I had. I don't know exactly what changed but it did.

I suppose as my soul grew so did my needs. I am not going to beat myself up for expanding my mind and heart. I am grateful for the life I have. I love it.

Love,
Michelle