Shellyville Continues

Is it time?

Hello Sunshine,

Is it time for me to finally move on emotionally? I always wonder why it takes my dreams to confirm the truth to me. It's like if I don't dream it then it must not be true. I am slowly, slowly, slowly, realizing Brian has moved on and I need to start a new life.

Mourning is a process of acceptance. It's a realization that life does go on and the heart is able to repair. I have always been a slow learner in the life department. I started everything later in life. I had my first job at 19, and really didn't feel like an adult until I hit my 40s.

Now I am an adult wanting to be a kid again. I found that I am still able to think and play like a child and I love that. I will never grow old if I can keep my child-like wonder active.

It is a beautiful day to play!

Love,
Michelle