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A new book to house this year's (and future years) NationalPoetryMonth's daily poems.

I'm writing once again this year. This book is my special event place for thirty special poems.

Here for National Poetry Month in 2018, I'm participating but life has not been kind in the last 15 months, so I'm not always in writing mode.





April 24, 2018 at 3:39am
April 24, 2018 at 3:39am
#933331
press a button, the hologram
of my life stops spinning
fat nauseous cells are burned away
click play, no pain, no difference
image: hope plus a cure, image: hope
plus a longer life, add adjectives:
happier, more loving, patient
accepting, without warning I spin
back into that hologram hell needing
to be stopped, hit pause: doubt
breaks apart the link between throat
and voice, tears emerge contained
from nowhere a hologram should know
numbness claims other parts of my body
my soul
quivers
again
and the skirmish resumes, at night’s
vigil I list accomplishments in one
column, like soldiers ready for battle
and dark horrors on the thirteenth
page of bad luck, balance stymied
peace tottering but for no reason
my liver can hold responsible
I drink only water, fruit juice and herbs
the magic garden to rid myself of the burn
and its nasty snail-slow trail, the nausea
only grips my mind, flip switch at this
thought the hologram cannot think without
my brain and I accept the role of my own
general in a fight that cannot be won but
only be slowly tamed by counting the hours
one flipped switch at a time




untitled battle
[2018.24.4...a]


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