It must be so very difficult to know how ill your son is and keep from cracking. Taking each moment of your lives and filling them with positives is the best way. (the sane way) The what if's and the worries should be shelved for now and if the what ifs become a reality... that is when to deal with them.
Every precious moment with your beautiful son should be joy, laughter, love and normal.
Wise thoughts: Nervous tension shortens life.
An open mind is the font of eternal youth.
Age is the ripening of the body and mind.
Finding inner peace is best in the morning when we sit with our God and leave our thanks and concerns and take his wisdom into our day of heartbeats.
You are so right hon. Being bullied in school is something I got over quite quickly, but being bullied as an adult by people you thought loved you is another. I am rising above it and God is doing a great job in molding the best parts of me.