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In Vino

by Veritas

Rated: 18+ · Book · Personal · #2140872

You will find Veritas

Because I usually am in Vino

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In 2009, I gave up my studies as a medievalist and musician, left my home, my family, my life and moved to Provence in southern France for a guy. In 2012, I moved away from him to study wine.

Today, I'm a vagabond sommelier working in Paris at one of the oldest and most famous restaurants in the world, struggling to find some purpose to what I deem the rest of my life. I'm still married and after 8 10 years, I'm still trying to fit-in with French life and culture and to understand why the French are the way they are. Because they're weird in a different way that I think Americans are weird.

Perhaps it's me who's weird.

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Charlie ~

Nov 1, 2020 at 4:31pm
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Oh hey, my relationship is similar!

I think it's awesome that you're using that negative experience to get creative. It's hard not to just wallow when those things happen. I use a paper journal for most of my actual coping process too, but I do share bits and pieces on WDC as well.

Charlie ~

Oct 30, 2020 at 7:22pm
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I hope NaNo does the trick in distracting you at the very least and healing you at best. I was planning on participating, but I realized I can't concentrate on a single idea for more than an hour.

Might try a short story a day instead. Stay safe.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Oct 30, 2020 at 1:35pm
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Great that you are back.

Moved?

We are going into lockdown here in Missoula but most of the region between Washington and New York resents any suggestion that they should care about others so the numbers soar. Both France and the US have other critical issues as well.

I'm doing NaNo... in my own way. Already started.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Aug 20, 2020 at 3:28pm
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Yep, rant. If you were here ... I'd say be prepared to dust and clean. Our summers are that dry. Customers? Many Americans can be rowdy but appreciative after a 'drought'. The French? Place and people. One can guess ... and that's about it.

Wordsmitty ✍️

Aug 20, 2020 at 1:17pm
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I've found myself in very similar situations and have tried the old "Give them enough rope and they'll ..." But as you note, many folks can't even figure out how to tie a knot! I know that's not really helpful, but at least you can see the situation and have the strength and courage to get through it. Rants are good for the soul.

Veritas

Jul 18, 2020 at 8:58am
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Sometimes I wonder why I can't just let it go the way some people are able to. After all, I wasn't the first, I won't be the last and what happened was so clouded in alcohol that I can't even tell you concretely if I ever said "No" not that it matters anyway. I went along with it because I thought I was supposed to. Which makes it all worse I guess. I don't know. But I do wish I could just get over it and move on.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Jul 13, 2020 at 5:06pm
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But you can come forward here. And that's a plus. Rant as much as you want.

I don't always share some traumas from my past as I don't want to relive them. Some are wrapped with layers of shame and blame I choose not to revisit. Some I've dealt with, found some peace, or just 'forgot'. Some I rant about.

We all heal in different ways. Expressing the rage is one theraputic way.

Much healthier than keeping it all in.

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Kåre เลียม Enga

Jun 16, 2020 at 6:13pm
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Yes... little community here at WDC.

I'm 'chatty' so I comment alot. Very little commenting in return. Much nicer back-in-the-day.

Yes, amateurs (which is fine, we all need to start somewhere) and those who are not interested in anyone outside their orbit. Very sad; but, I find a similar problem here in Montana ... folks don't reach out. Been here 12 long years. Had more interaction in Tulsa back-in-the-day. Maybe the culture has shifted as well. It's okay to sit behind a screen but not okay to hide behind one. Just my opinion.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Jun 14, 2020 at 1:56pm
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I remember odd snippets from KU. It was mostly a positive experience. High school or my first two years of university? A roller-coaster I got off and don't want to get back on. Yes, I should write about it but I'd rather do other things ... anything.

As for leaving WDC. Important to have everything backed up and anything important printed out. You could always just go 'basic' and that would allow you to peek in and comment when the urge hits you.

I barely keep in touch with anyone pre 2010. Sad. I could feel guilty but former friends aren't making much effort either. Nor are new ones. I feel very very isolated.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Jun 14, 2020 at 1:46pm
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I stay because I have nowhere else to go.

I've cut and run in my personal life ... mostly that didn't work out well.

When some writers here went to Open Salon they were very happy. But that closed and WDC is still here. Many drifted off to spacebook. They're still there, kinda... but that place is a mindfield.

I tried years ago to have better connections with local writers but I don't do 'groups' well and frankly ... they did not welcome me. But the group at the open group at the library persists ... if the library were open.

I'm thinking about moving back to the plains. Real people. Real relationships. Real boring.

I have to avoid drama in real life. Drama on-line is bad for me as well. My nerves can't take it.

But where to go?

March 22, 2020 at 4:50am

#978808

In which by Day 6...

One of the problems in trying to blog right now is that nothing is really happening. Many people can claim that this is difficult and elucidate on their numerous challenges, but for me and my husband this has been just another week. It's strange for me to not be at work, of course, but I've passed plenty a work-vacation on my sofa.

I finished typing up the few tasting notes I brought with me. I wrote for a tiny bit one day (15 minutes). I went to the open-air market yesterday and bought from local producers who are struggling. Finished reading Wine and War, watched la Traviata on the Met's website, straightened up my office and dumped a lot of useless papers. Contacted my caviste about a wine delivery. Played a lot of Sims 4 yesterday. I've been journaling. Meditating

There is no clear set of goals here however. I don't have a novel I've been itching to write anymore or a wine region I'm dying to study. Plus, I've purchased a few things on the internet plus my wine means that I don't really have any money left until I get paid in two weeks. Or my healthcare rembourses me for my doctor visits last week. But who knows when any of that will happen. None of us are very sure how the chomage partiel is going to work.

Also, I left my glasses on the train. For the past two days it was ok, but today I've noticed already this morning that my eyes are bothering me. I don't know how to get new ones at this time. I'm not blind at least but it's not pleasant.

I've taken a lot of photos of the cats and random happenings in my apartment. Wednesday I was playing with Dumpling and smashed my head into the corner of the wall. Now there is a massive bruise on my head combined with a zit. Seriously- I'm almost 39 and still getting massive adolescent-like acne at the worst possible moments in the worst possible places. I can't really wash that part of my face because it hurts too much. I can barely wash my hair. Luckily however, it's no worse than just a huge gargoyle style lump and bruise because going to the hospital for a concussion would have also been impossible at this time.

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