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| Today was a pleasant day outside. We had our breakfast. Then I had to deliver a MK item to a friend of the family. We got there and did the drop-off and she was ok. She said she no longer does any work (she used to be in travel) and so I got the idea that she might not be buying much from me in the future. It was ok with me. But it did make me feel unhappy that people I've sold MK things to are getting shy about putting in future orders. We left her place and we drove to get me some cigs and then we got back home. I have been lollygagging the rest of the day, thinking of what might be needed in the kitchen for tonight's dinner. We are having leftovers. But because the leftovers are good, it's ok. My Dad cooks really well for what he can afford. I'm liking what he gets from the grocery even though we have a tight budget. We are depending on what income we get from Social Security. So our budgets are always tied to the mortgage and utility bills, and other needed expenses. I hope that someday this MK business will thrive. However, people aren't so receptive to my emails to them. I've sent over thirty emails to people and haven't had much luck except for three people, and these three people aren't that friendly to the MK brand. I hope that their products perform for them so that they'll be inspired to keep going to me for their MK refills and new orders. I've also send newsletters by snail mail to people in the area. Nothing from that. I hope that soon I can hit on the right kind of marketing to make people think of me first when thinking about their skincare needs and makeup choices. I do not know what to do otherwise. Today even though it was pleasant outside I felt the pangs of unkind thoughts that impacted my being. I do not know what will make them stop. I've prayed and prayed and asked My God to help get rid of these unkind thoughts and negative ionic beings so that I can have a peaceful existence and I can do some more writing. I have been able to withstand these unkind thoughts' effects on me and that is a grace from My God. But if I persist on writing my novels and books these unkind thoughts will drill down at me and make me forever sad. They will attack and make me feel sad for a long time and I won't have any time in the day or night to do what I want to do with my writing. So I have to find another job but what job could it be? I can't go to the office and work in it. Those bad unkind thoughts will follow me there and they'll have stuff and their stuff will intimidate me and make me unable to work there any longer. If I were to work for a remote job (thanks to COVID, there are some), then it would help me. I do not have to worry about looking office-ready but I will have to look presentable when the remote boss will ask me something on video conference. I hope that there might be a job like that. However, I'll have to keep looking for something to turn up. It might be another long stretch before I get an email from a recruiter. Guess I'll have to think of something else now. I hope everyone has a great day! Mary |
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