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Rated: 18+ · Book · Arts · #2206688

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March 30, 2021 at 5:32pm
March 30, 2021 at 5:32pm
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I started early in life liking who I was. I accepted myself. I loved me. I wasn’t prepared for what the world wanted me to be. I had to fit myself into a peg that wasn’t fit for me. I was bummed about that. i decided that I’d try to go for something that I thought was good but that wasn’t to be. I tried and tried. Then I went through life doing things that I didn’t want to do - like working for people who weren’t appreciative, and getting small raises, and finding out how I wished I were somewhere else while I was working at a manufacturing place. And once I worked for a factory. I wasn’t happy. The life that I was leading wasn’t for me I thought but I decided that I would spend my life enduring, going through it, finding some consolation in shopping, getting things, spending the money I earned to have some ‘retail therapy’. Then I worked for a big company that I realized weren’t that great and had to leave because my mind was imprisoned by the stuff they wanted me to write. So I had to give up that job and asked My God to give me Divine Providence so that I might receive what I needed and not what I wanted. Now I’m a writer and I’m living on a fixed income. I have been given God’s help at the right times, but I’m still being made to feel that I have to conform to what the world wants from me. Death stalks me every day and every night. I think the world now wants me to die and leave it alone so it can toddle off and be happy.


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