Life can be scary, without parents it's a new phase. He is still around so enjoy your time with him and trust yourself at the same time. I wish you peace of mind to learn to trust in yourself and be able to cope with whatever Life throws at you. Take care!
They say tai chi is good too, if you want to try something different. I took a class in it in college. It's pretty interesting. I haven't really kept up with it.
I woke up about a half hour ago. I slept last night feeling sad. I wanted so much to have a heavenly sleep but then a bad thought came to my mind and told me that would rquire my soul leaving my body and dying, having a corpse to leave behind. I was saddened by it and cried bitter tears because I wish to go to a heavenly place without having to give up anything of my body. I'm scared what will happen to my body after my soul leaves it. I'm afraid that the ghouls in the world will descend upon it and make hay with it. I don't want to die. I want to keep being alive. There's more to do now that I've got a business in writing and selling items from four different businesses. I want to know how to be successful at marketing my products, at promoting them and gaining customers. It's a different kind of work that tests my intellectual abilities, being a persuasive writer at that. I think that the MFA I gained from NU is like this - it helps to persuade people through the written word on what they ought to do, or what they should buy, at the least. So dying isn't in my plans at all. I am made to feel sad a lot but I'm not dead by any means. I want everyone to know that I am still going on with my work and my self-employment, my businesses in Norwex, Mary Kay, Thirty One Gifts and LuLaRoe. I'd like to see some of that work grow and help with generating income to help my stepfather with the bills and with putting food on the table.
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