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| At this point I'm feeling a bit better but not that much more. I have had to keep my puppy off of things to eat. The light in the front room is out. I don't know why it just has gotten all dark. Nobody can work in that room until the lights are restored. I was hoping to use that room or at least find a way to use that room but now it can't be used when it gets dark. I do not intend to write there anyway, at least not write during the night. Once the night comes and the lights in that room are on, one can see into the room and one could berevealed. So I do not intend to do much writing but I do intend to blog a bit, and to comment on stories as needed. As God directs me. Working on sewing and crocheting, and some knitting too. A few dishcloth ideas. Doilies, arm warmers, and socks (if the pattern can be deciphered well enough). Not going to work on my LLR, and other contracting jobs. Not this weekend, at least. I'll just do the usual sewing stuff. I'm tired of being killed by bad thoughts and their hateful superiors. I do not wish to die for anyone now. I'm tired. Please my God forgive me. I'm not good anymore. at least, I'm not that good that I can find any real happiness in dying for some cause. I just want to have peace of mind and soul. I wish to ask some shrines or places of worship to find time to pray for my intentions but I haven't any money left except for a dollar and sixty four cents. My social security check will come in 12 days. At least that's the schedule. I have to pay: The light bill The sewer bill Taxes (I owe taxes) LLR (I bought two outfits for August and I need to buy for September to keep me in it) pay the dresses Buy some Norwex maybe Cell phone bill Mary Kay inventory Some other stuff for the dogs, the cats and treats for them. some subscriptions, website fees, and giving stepDad some money for cash and buying my cigs. Some other stuff that I cannot remember. I do not know whether I can keep up with the contracting work. Some days I have no energy and cannot even stay at the computer because of this sluggishness I feel. I am told that is when the bad thoughts are killing my energy. If it persists I have really no real recourse but to pray to My God to help me. Even now I have an ache on my left arm and I know it's just a random thing. I get random aches and pains a lot. A few of them I can pinpoint to some deficiency in my diet and I'm supplementing that. Which reminds me I need to add a few more cubes of sugar into my coffee. Sugar is a big thing for the body - for the mind - the brain lives off of the sugar (glucose) in the diet and in the bloodstream that perfuses its tissues. if you're feeling sluggish that could be why - my sugar levels are low. It should not be low. Some of the time I can work and that is good. But I cannot write much now. I feel as though if I wrote I'll be made to suffer what I've done in accomplishing writing even a few paragraphs. It' fun to write but the consequences can be disastrous. For me and my loved one. |
| Hi, the weekend is coming up. Those who are traveling need to be careful as it could be tricky and the wish to come home is high. Just place your trust in God that all things will come to a good finish. We must always be happy that we are alive so we can't risk anything to make life suffer in us or somehow in our experience of it. Pray as you drive to work or do whatever it is you're doing, so that God always knows what it is you're up against. There'll be so many obstacles in your way to Heaven but be assured that Heaven is waiting for you, and you'll be Happy Always. God bless You all, Mary. |
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