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Rated: 18+ · Book · Arts · #2206688

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Here is a collection of ruminations and whatnot.
May 12, 2022 at 10:07am
May 12, 2022 at 10:07am
#1032299
I'm seeing my psychiatrist today. It will be 88 degrees F today at its peak. I'm concerned about my dog who can't seem to breathe that well inside the car with only the car vents. So I wind down the window to make him feel more able to breathe. He goes where I go. He has separation anxiety. This is my only worry of the day. I thought about letting stay behind with his brother. But he'll be barking forever. And creating havoc in the house with the stuff we have in it. I don't know how long the visit with the doctor will last. I'll take my dog with me. That way someone will keep an eye on him at all times.
May 11, 2022 at 7:19am
May 11, 2022 at 7:19am
#1032236
I have been afflicted with mental illness. I've been depressed since 1986 when I went into a decline after being rejected by a romantic interest. I've been seeing a psychiatrist and therapist for as long. It's hard to have a mental illness. Everything is seen through a prism of sadness and hopelessness. I'm struggling through it all every day. Every single day. I have to rest a lot and recover from the onslaught of bad thoughts and sad thoughts. I'm still thinking of getting more medicine but my psychiatrist is cautious. I have to trust him. He's new. I was more stable when I was working. Now I'm retired. The last several years have been bad for my mental health.


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