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Now that I'm back officially on my blog as an upgraded member, I am grateful and happy.

June 30, 2021 at 11:19am

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There are times when I fear losing my Stepfather. It occurs every so often. Not during the night but that's when it happens - the bastards are after him and want him to leave me destitute.

June 29, 2021 at 5:26pm

#1012741

I'm doing ok now that it's been a week since I've been on antidepressants. I feel up beat about things. If there is a troubling thought that comes to mind, I have confidence that this thought is not serious and can be solved.

June 29, 2021 at 11:46am

#1012721

The trellis in the hall flagstoned path has been put to rights. Now I need to write a good story but I have to go into a reverie. I'm up and at em and want to write something. But my dog is in the way. He wants to write himself. I could go into doggerel for him. But that's not what I was hoping for.

I'm going to. tell a story about how a man and a woman fell in love years ago and then they were made to part because of his family ties,

But enough of this plain writing. I'm thinking of having a book where I can share my stories about couples who are happy together no. matter how sad it is for them.

This is what I'd like to do for people, my dog is panting heavily over my hand and he is eager to see what I'm writing. I might have to add him to the author list to my. book!

Now that I'm doing this I'll be happy to do good things for everyone. I wish to give roses to everyone here on WDC. I'll be happy. to give a sprinkle of good health on everyone. Better than a gin and tonic don't you agree?

I'm sure that you all know that I'll be ending my blog here because of my membership being degraded. I will do a few new posts on my portfolio instead. That could work, couldn't it?

June 24, 2021 at 11:36am

#1012458

I am continuing blogging as far as I am able. I just can't afford the upgraded membership right now.

June 23, 2021 at 2:05pm

#1012405

This might be my last blog post.

June 21, 2021 at 2:26pm

#1012284

I've had depression eversince 1987 when I lost someone I love. I've not gotten over it but the intervening years I've had work to do that I threw myself into to numb the pain of loss. Now that I'm retired, I tend to think a lot about the past and what the loss has had on my psyche. I am trying to occupy myself with writing which has been helpful but these days the depression has returned more than before and I am sad a lot. The meds I have been on have been discontinued merely due to the activities I've been doing for work. Now it's back and I have had to find a few ways to counter it but I am now admitting that medication is the only answer.

June 21, 2021 at 1:50pm

#1012281

I've had a talk with my doctor about my depression. She has prescribed an antidepressant.

June 17, 2021 at 3:56pm

#1012050

I've been feeling better once I have had cigs.

June 16, 2021 at 9:52am

#1011964

I am sad today

I've been suffering from depression. The bad thing is that I'm depressed because I'm apart from my boyfriend of two years. He lives in England and I live in Indiana. The pandemic is keeping us apart. I have no money to visit him. And I would like to live with him in London where he lives. He has his life and so have I but we love each other always. I dono't know what to doabout our situation. I feel as though there is an impasse and the only one who can open it is the PM of England who can make it easier for people to visit England. Now he is delaying the regulations for lifting the lockdown. I do not know how I can make it England even when it is open to tourists. It will take a lot of money to go there. I'm hoping and banking on getting more income from my writing, but that's almost impossible. Writing isn't the way to go when looking for a big income. I don't know what to do. I'll have to send my boyfriend love notes and kisses from afar. I know he will do something for me but I am sure he has his job to do and he can't get away from it. Our love affair will have to wait, I'm afraid.