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 Blog attempt 1. |
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The first few entries come from a private journal I have kept for a few years now. also home for my entries for 
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| I am having another migraine. This is the last of what I am going to get written today. |
| I ended up in the ER with a migraine today. They gave me shots. Now I don't have a migraine anymore but I am very SLEEPY. Grammarly is trying to tell me I don't need an "A" before a migraine. Wtf. I just left out the "a" and it threw a fit. I am too tired to argue with a dumb AI. Good Night All! |
| Good morning everyone. I am considering getting some writing done today. Yep, imagine that. I a writer may actually get some writing done today. Well there's a little bit of writing done. Now what? I'm almost done with the laundry. Maybe I should get some of that done... |
| Let me start with the most important thing I have to say right now...I don't know what to write. Followed by, I don't feel like writing. But I want to keep my streak up. So I am writing this. My head hurts. I am tired. I don't feel like doing anything. I think I am falling back into depression. Mother's day is coming up. My mom passed away 11 years ago. I miss her so much. She was such a good mom. I loved her so much. It tore me up when she got sick. I felt so useless. I couldn't make her better. She just wanted to come home, and meet her grandchildren. My sister wouldn't come and bring her kids to the hospital. I couldn't give her those last wishes. That made me feel like garbage. I am about to cry right now. I am hoping to win the lottery tonight. Then I would so go nuts giving out gift points to everybody here. I would buy some land and build a big house, maybe several ones for everyone in my family. I would have an orchard of several types of fruits. I would build an indoor pool and have a private movie theater, a private bowling alley, and a library with those cool ladders... Of course, I know I won't win the lottery. The chances are minuscule. I am more likely to get hit with lightning in my living room. Sigh.   Gracie Ginger Cuddlebug Supreme #internetfamouspup |
| Feeling better today. I am not feeling as bad as last night. Still not feeling like writing much. |
| Merit badge challenge Would you rather: a) Go back to being 10 years old but all the knowledge you have now, or b) Skip forward 10 years but have $50 million in the bank? Totally I would go for b. Even having all the knowledge I have now I wouldn't know how to turn that into money. I mean I suppose I could figure out how to mine for bitcoin and get in on it at the beginning. I really didn't have any money to invest in things like google or facebook. So if money were my goal I would have to go with b. On the other hand it would be a chance to go through my life over again and make different choices. I could apply myself in school and go to a good college and have a career? I don't think so, I would most likely still suffer from bipolar and that has been one of my major obstacles in life. I would also have to see all the crap that happened to me happening all over again because I can't see how any of it could be avoided. Yeah, give me the money!!! |
| The headache from yesterday decided to have a sleepover party in my head. It woke me up this morning. At least nobody was throwing up today. I still didn't really get to rest. Though I did get a nap in this afternoon. Due to my napping position, I now have a crick in my neck and an aching back. I am such a whiner. Hopefully tomorrow I will be able to write a decent entry... |
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