I don't have a place where I can really just let my thoughts out. They tend to just stay bottled up and away until I forget about them entirely. So I've decided to put them here: thoughts, frustrations, vents, anything. I'm not really sure if this sort of thing is normal here - I honestly don't know much at all about this site despite having posted here before. I understand the resources to learn are blatantly available, and one day I will be hit with the right amount of motivation and resolve which, assuming that I have a way to access this site the moment that happens, will allow me to spend some hours learning everything I need to. But until that day I'm just going to assume this is normal enough to at least go unnoticed.
It's the time of the year where they throw tests at you and I'm not confident in my ability to pass them at all. Even English, which is my strong suit. It's because I got lazy and didn't practice or study as much as I should have, so I know it's my fault and I can't complain or really feel upset about it. On the other hand, a lot of my teachers have so much confidence and faith in me that the idea that I'm about to let them all collectively down (except my computer science teacher, we both know I'm doomed) freaks me out. Today is the practice AP for biology and I feel like I'm going to be the only one to do poorly and I know by the end of the day I'll feel to disconnected to even think about it, but right now I kind of feel nauseous. But that could probably be because I haven't eaten breakfast.
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