Drowning

They're there. You don't see them, but they are there.
You want me to talk more, but I just don't know how to verbalize what I am feeling or how to say them.
What I do know is that I am drowning in water that you can not see, but I see it.
It is around me everyday, every night and are every moment.
I try to stay a flout, but at times I don't know how and I drown.
Not so much that I want to hurt my self, but enough to know that I don't want to be around people.
You don't see this. You don't know what it is like.
How to make you see and feel what I do?
I am drowning and you don't see this. I don't know what you see, but you don't see what I am going through.
I need help. I want help, but you don't see any of that.