Life Without You

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My efforts to find comfort,
Converted me into an expert
On pain and bad decisions.
And my once clear visions
Are now the incisions,
That cut me away from you.
My nightmares I've outgrew,
And it's time to be true;
You're the dream I wanna pursue,
But I need you to

Make me empty,
Make me angry,
I don't want to feel.
(The pain is too real to deal.)
No, I can't feel,
life without you.

Every day a deeper cut,
Wishing my eyes could just stay shut.
My tears have all been dried,
Now I'm bleeding on the inside,
Lacking love personified.
Please never be too far,
Because home is where you are.
'Til then my plea is,

Make me empty,
Make me angry,
I don't want to feel.
(The pain is too real to deal.)
No, I can't feel,
And I won't feel,
Life without you.