Memories in the Dark

I really dont know what to say about this one..i was just venting

You can see the glow of her ciggeratte
In the darkness that surrounds her
Shes all alone
Except for the memories that haunt her

You can see the pain in her eyes
When she puts the ciggeratte to her lips
You can hear the hurt in her tears
When they fall from her cheeks

Each memory falls to the ground
With every tear that is cried
It brings her past to life
In which shes tried so hard to hide

The death of her Grandpa
All the fights with her dad
Those lonely nights
Where she wished she was dead

When her heart was shattered
By someone she loved
She's tried so hard to pretend that shes fine
But everything inside her has died

All those times she was told
That she didn't matter, she was nothing
She made herself believe
That she would never amount to anything

Her tears fall harder now
As her ciggeratte burns away
She closes her eyes
And tells herself again that she's ok!