The Pull (Reprise)

I returned to the original and continued it about 6 months ago.

Pull - (Reprise)

It's the same as before
As it is constantely
As it will always be
With my old insecurity
My own delusions
My own foolishness
It tugs at me
Everyday, Every moment
“Out of sight out of mind”
BULLSHIT!
Why don't they understand
It's a haunting melody
on repeat in my head
present in everything
Action, thought, or word
It still drives me mad
madder still than before
The pull pulls me still
rips me apart
all of me now suffers
everytime this occurs
the pain of un-returned feelings
when will it leave?
It's done enough
my mind, heart, body and soul
are already beyond saving.