Please Don't Forget Me father

A poem I wrote, kind of a prayer for my soul

Please don't forget me father
for right now I feel so lost
I've turned my back on everything
no matter what the cost

Please don't forget that I am here
Everyday's a struggle I'm so afraid
Of all the roads that I have traveled
of all the choices I have made

I try to say I don't need you
I try to say I'm strong
When the truth is I'm pretending
and I need to feel I belong

Take my hand and lead me
Show me how to get through the day
Make me right , please fix me
God please help me find my way

Please help me fight my demons
Help me choose the things that are right
Please help me pick my battles
Just tell me how to win this fight

The days are cold and lonely
my nights are even worse
My heart feels cold and heavy
Feels as though it might burst

Please help me be a better person
The one I know I can be
Please give me all the love you can
Father please don't forget me