One of Those Weird Feelings

Do you ever feel weird, or confused about how your feeling...?

My stomach is acking
My mind is just quaking
Life is coming fast
I can't even remember the past

I ignore all the pain
Because I know I won't gain
So I take my slow breaths
Till my very own death

I can't remember anything
But I do recall everything
My head is swimming in filth
And it will make me drop off of a clift

I just can't stop thinking
They won't let me quit sinking
I will surely blow any minute now
For I feel as fat as a cow

But no...it is not right
They try to keep everyone tight
Try
It makes us want to die

How horrible is the thought
That is why I sought
The very person who will make me happy
And boy o boy, it'll be snappy