to a certain someone

this is me trying to let go of my rage and pain

im shaking,why me?
i hate you no its more like apathy.
i want vengeance for you hurting me.
bleeding just wont do the trick,my pains so intense i want to be sick.
what in the hell made you think it was ok?
you stole from me,i want you to pay.
are you happy now that i feel dirty,no water can cleanse me.god its so disturbing.
am i crazy? well it drives me insane.
did you hurt someone else? will you do it again?
i never feel safe i cry all the time.
i hate you for this you killed me inside.
empty,just a shell.
my soul was eaten away ,can you tell?
you dared laugh at me for all this hell.
thats where you belong so go home.
dwell.