Leaving Me

Some things get you writing again after a long time.

Where does this love go
It's still with me on the surface
Knowing its there and not returned
Makes me feel worthless
Unsure how this happened
When did I get addicted?
Let down my guard
The outcome predicted
How do I do normal now
With cheap wine and cigarettes
Carried away with dreams
Of highlights and regrets
I don't now what you did
But whatever it was, it worked
I don't remember when this hit
But I remember that it hurt
I'll have another drink on you
Down another shot
Prove I don't care any more
About something that meant a lot
You were there too
This can't just be me
Where does this love go
Now it's not leaving me.