Ode To A Lost Love

uh, as title says..

"Silence," that is what they said.
Have enough silence when I am dead.

"Broken," is what they implied.
My heart was broken the day she died.

"Anger," that is what you feel.
Only feel that when I kneel.

"Destruction,"that is what you need.
I only wish to destroy your greed.

"Desire," they say is heaven sent.
Only desire your miscontent.

Broken hearted,
Dearly departed.

Mind is reeling,
Can't start healing.

Can't get rid of
The pain inside,

If only you
Had really died...