Inside of me

trying something new...not sure where to put this...

If it ends
shall we still be
the best of friends?

Shall I be bruised?
Will it sting?
Perhaps we lose.



And we can't move on past,
can we even last?
Past all the pain,
past every tear.
It's been years
since I have
felt this way
and I will say
that every single day
I awaken and smile,
through the pain and fear,
through all the tears.

I am truly happy for
the first time in years.


But if we can not last,
can not get past all of the hurt
at least we have had this.