How could I forget?

Having someone, but not having him/her at the same time

How could I forget how you used to call me just to know where I were?
How could I forget how much you care about me even when I wasn't in a good day?
How could I forget all the presents that you once gave me, pretending to be just a good friend?
How could I forget that if you are not here, it is just because our souls went in different ways?

Life never gives you what you want
Many times it only gives you what you need
Thus I'm afraid to confess
That without you I can't live

As the flowers need the rain to bloom
I need to see you once again
'Cause I feel that I can't breath
If you are not here next to me

My heart is beating faster
'Cause tomorrow will come soon
This long wait will be left behind
With the rest of the pieces of my broken heart

You could think I'm getting mad
I'm happy and sad at the same time
'Cause you will be in front of me
But I couldn't kiss your lips