Run Away

Um something very perosnal to me .

Sometimes I wish I could lie down and not wake up .
I'm so sick of the lies people make up .
Do they think about how to ruin you're day .
Because every morning I get up and pray .
I wish I had the courage to stnad up to this .
But my thoughts won't slow down they just reminess .
I'm tired of hinding under this pretty girls face .
There is so much in my past I wish I could erase .
The live I live the impact you made .
Makes me feel I'm just a mistake .
You make it clear that I'm not here .
So why waste you're breathe ?
Because I won't even try to pass you're test .
I act like what you do is ok .
But my stomahce screams and begs for delay .
Just one day I ask , no fights .
I say this as I grip my hands tight .
When you yell and scream.
My heart it desives .
The tears run down like razorbades .
And my legs start feeling rage .
Sometime I wish .
I could jusst run away.