Colors Of Sin ....(irredescent and grey)

Poetry about colors for a contest.

iridescent I am visible
I try to disintegrate

though only a child

the world views me savorless
I cringe in agony of despair

retreat

leave me forsakened
allow me to obscure my sins

that portrays
incandescent stains
to an unpardonable world

insipid shades of grey
vicinity I want to dwell

no hands extended
I will veil my
iridescence

permanence of luster
I will annihilate

when he touches me
I squeeze my teddy bear
I crack and fade

tonight