Blind Desires

The pain that will never heal.

HOW COULD I BE SO BLIND?
HOW COULD I NOT SEE?
THE BEAUTY UNDERNEATH

I HAVE FAILED
BUT I'VE NEVER STOP
TRAILS OF HER SCENT
STILL LINGERS
HER WARM EMBRACE
ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS
HER BEAUTIFUL FACE
STUCK BENEATH MY LIDS
HAUNTING ME
WITH THE COLD BREEZE

COLD
LIKE A WILTING ROSE
FROM RED TO BLACK
RESEMBLES
LOVE TO HATE
TOXIC COULD NO LONGER DROWN
POISON CAN'T SHUT
KNIFE CAN'T BLEED
I FEEL NOTHING WITHOUT LOVE
JUST A BODY WITH NO SOUL

WHY DID I LET IT SLIP?
WHY DIDN'T I HOLD IT TIGHT?
WHY CAN'T I  EVER LET GO?
BECAUSE I WAS BLINDED
BLINDED BY DESIRES

I HOLD HER IN MY DREAMS
I KISS HER IN MY SLEEP
I FEEL HER IN MY THOUGHTS
I CRY WHEN I AM AWAKE
FEELING  EMPTINESS
FOR
I AM STILL BLINDDED
BY MY BLIND DESIRES....