Weakness In Strength

I was angry with myself for feeling weak, and angry at my ex for making me feel that way.

My heart may break
my tears may fall
though my smile is fake
I'll still give it my all

You wont see me crawl
you won't see me cry
I'll continue to stand tall
and continue to try

I've given too much of my heart
I've invested too much
To show you how I fell apart
Even though I long for your touch

I can't show you my weakness
I won't show you my tears
I won't give in to your tender kiss
and expose all my fears

I won't let you see me cry
When I am all alone
Though I want to die
I wait by the phone

I don't want to feel like I do
And I don't want you to see
The way I long for you
And what you've done to me

I can't allow you to get near
And I won't let you know
In the silence you can hear
What I won't let show