life

Life
Born without a smile.
Eyes lifeless and cold.
A heart that knows no emotions.
Such a sad and cold lonely world,
To not feel what others feel.
It hurts,
To not know what happiness feels like.
To cry bitter tears in her sleep.
To feel alien in this world.
Sweet agony,
Her heart beats for death.
She shouts and cries wanting to die.
Life’s not fair!
Why was she forced to live in this cruel world?
Why does the world laugh while she cries?
…will this knife take away the pain?
Blood,
Pouring like sweet red rain.
A red river washing away her sadness.
Covering the floor in puddles.
Joy,
Is her new feeling toward life.
Now fills her with everlasting happiness.
Death,
Has brought her joy.
Had taken the pain away.
Now paints the crystal smile on her face.
Thank you,
she silently whispers with her final breath.
She says as her soul is set free.
“Thank you….god….”