it is what it is

I have no idea how to feel anymore

I love you, I really do, I don't know how so much hate can be associated with these feelings...

I F-n Hate you, I really do, I don't know how so much love can be associated with your feelings...

I am so freaking scared....you did that at hello..your beautiful face, your beautiful soul, the kiss we shared...

I don't know what to say... I love you??? I miss you.??? I really don't want you to go??? I know. you have too... I love you Lisa...