13/12/12

Christmas time always hurts the most...

I loved you more than anything
more than life itself
I thought you'd always be there
but you left with someone else

Sometimes I truly hated you
I wished that I could die
all I did was sit alone
lay on my bed and cry

I keep the pain inside me
buried deep down low
nobody knows the hurt I feel
they know only what I choose to show

Now I know I miss you
but it doesn't change a thing
I hate to think about you
cause of the pain you bring

Why do you not love me
enough to stay in touch
is it really so hard
to be loved that much

Now you do not know me
don't know the woman I've become
but you don't care about me,
just the show for everyone.

Ten years on and still I cry
I wish you'd never left
but life goes on for all of us,
I've learned to be strong by myself.



I miss you daddy.