Say no

A disease I cant seem to shake

Say No
dont give in
its a sin
Its got me pinned
its got me
its not stopped me
its ugly
its dirty
it brings me down
its made me look a clown
it has the the ones that love me
disown me
l disowned myself
I forgotten who i use to be
It doesnt matter
I stopped caring
my time has stopped
my days i cant remember
I stopped wishing
and looking up at the stars
they are to far
and so am i
Far out
of reality
I never meant to hurt
i never meant to stray
missing out on life
So i pick up
bad habit
bad choice
not a joke
i am messed up
I am dying inside for a new fresh life , a new me.
Its calling me again
i pick up
it has my attention
it has me and grasped me
taking me further away from reality
and taking me further away from me