Lost without you

Me struggling to live a life that isn't mine

Wondering if this is the curse of survival
since I was the one chosen to die
It wasn't my intention to steal your life
I can barely wear your coat
gasping for air as it suffocates me
weighing me down as I crawl
in circles looking for
my path in life

Are you somewhere in the divine
looking after me bro?
Can't you see this burden of mine
attached to my soul?
You know I was the one supposed to go
but something changed our ways
and I got so lost
so lost without you

Trying so hard to staying alive and
wonder why this emptiness
is haunting me trying to
getting a lock around my soul
My every step betrays me
turns into a struggle
not to slip and fall

Want to tell you the stories
from another time
in another life
when i used to be me
Nowadays I live
in the shadows
of a no man's land

The white snow on the ground with his
soft cotton-like heaven calls and
whisper my name oh so smooth
Trying my best not to be seduced
but Death keeps on promise
to kiss and end my ache

Are you somewhere in the divine
looking after me bro?
Can't you see this burden of mine
attached to my soul?
You know I was the one supposed to go
but something changed our ways
and I got so lost
so lost without you

Are you somewhere in the divine
looking after me bro?

Cause I am so lost
so lost without you